Seeing

There are no two faith's alike

I clear my skull's eyes so I can see clearly

I love where my heart is - home so dearly

It's not a house; or a place

But a state of being; a dream

I seem

Anythang

Anything for love

Anything for hate

Puffin with my arm and knocking' on heaven's gate

Paint stares back at me from a plate

My life's a blur

What does occur?

What does occur?

Poison

This poison will become medicine power

This shrivel a  bloom

The sun and the moon

Pathways together

I'll love you forever

Kiss or peck

Cheek or neck

Just sway to be near

Wind take me to thine ear

Absinthe

We come together like artists who became their absinthe

Wishing for a part of our lives to have been absent

Disappearing into majestic caves of each other's minds

Oh the jewels amongst the coal I will find

I miss you like a drink of water

I ponder where you are; if I even matter

Roll your dice back to me...

Snake eyes...let em' be

Inches

The time showed in the inches of my hair

A stranger arrived seemingly without care

Happy and sad and rejected, a blast!

Tis' the season for a proper fast

I wish you the best; you get what you deserve

So I wait for mine as always

Me and my nerve

Alone

This single hood is tangible

even the grey cloud agrees

be with me

one for so long

Each day streams into the next until my dying death

Making Rain

Pounding rain; I shall abstain

Some feel; others just get wet

Caught up in a fishing net

Spoiled again; plush with a fan

Artwork all around me

Artwork all in me

The sound of the rain and just to be

you and me

Time

Time is a funny thing, how it makes my ears ring

Bells of past, present and future and the distant song of it's marching

Always marching on, through spring, summer and fall

The measure of life brought into hours

The seed planted and sprung and bloom of this sweet flower

Wings

I think I see wings on strong soldiers come and go

Is it my imagination or am I Fargo?

Walking through walls and jumping from needles

Superb grandeousness just can't be real

Or is it both?

Are the populous fools?

And I the one holding the jewels?

Breathe

Like a heart, and ocean, a rhythm up and down

A  beating of a drum; grounding music lays me down

Dew on dew; tis very new

Heat not cold

I thought I couldn't know

The peace as the hours pass and I watch you

As through a looking glass

Sound

The sound of the crow sounded different to me now

The sight of them too; soaring and watching me now

How can I forget with such a common uncommon reminder

I guess I don't want to and write it in this binder

Survival of the fittest, black feathers a glow

Between you and I - we'll always know

Love N Breeze

I used to have a crush on a boy named Breeze

Now I love the real thing

Singing through the trees

I watch the seagulls soar and it takes my heart along

Are we flying to the sweet smelling sea may be my heart's final song.

Revenge

Vengeance ins't mine; is for the Man in the sky

do I wrongly spit?

I feel split

I will submit

Not smite; worthwhile; remain right

That big Man in the sky; I gots to answer to when I die.

Silver Leaf

If I follow the silver leaf it will lead me home

Drifting on the breath of life to my core of the universe's peace

I wonder why it's silver, I wonder why it's a leaf

All I know is this vision is special to me

Creeping into my belief

Breathing leaves is my thing

Silver and twinkling bling.

Beginnings

You give treasure in words that explode from your heart

I'm at a loss to know where to start

I'll run and not stop with you by my side

Until that day we do collide

and fall laughing asleep

I will not weep as before

You see I've found such a score

A true lover of me

You see me;  you get it; seem to know the future and all that heartbeat thing; it just not so small.

Peace

When all the fighting is finished and down to sleep I lay

I place my life in the Potter's hands; a simple ball of clay

By these hands a new form I'm taking

There will simply be no more breaking...

Chill

The music I was looking for finally came; knocking on my door

The mat glowed and this man showed

A  lead is the end of a rope

Let's tie it in a ribbon to enclose the gift as us

A millennium couple; who seek no trouble

But to live in peace- endless cease and conceive

Toy Guns

Fire the killer in the air - you're so fucking lucky it ain't your hair

I will miss on purpose; but fantasize a different lust

Something like deception after foolish penetration

Fuckin' skippy throw your stone against someone else's throne.

Fuck you.

Fire Watcher

Watch my fire; watch it rest

Watch that flame grow - Smoke in Her Eyes

Touch me once, twice, thrice

Entice

Don't be a hard rock of doubt

I don't wanna hear heartbeats' pout

Dance with me inside some cocoon

Dance with me till' the next day's noon

Ghost Without A Face

A perfumed voice told me you were like a ghost without a face

Pure spirit I receive this message slightly unperceived

Beyond skin and fronts and superfluous wants

Original reception; this be my reaction

A smile finds your mouth upright

I'll look within you tonight

Thank you for the invite

Hold On

Hold on to me till' I do break

Snap like a twig

Crash into me

Leave a mark you and me

Put my love in a  cup; not for me

Smoke the puff the magic dragon weed

I'm stuck in a fight I need

My heart is broke, still bleeds

Angels and saints they care

I pray my life I can spare

I will not just lay on some fuckin' lawn's chair

Wha?

Just who do you think ya are?

I'm a motherfuckin' rock star!

Here for my motherfuckin' Cinderella ball

Got my gown; look my best

Ahh shit, there that suit vest

Get over here

And strike me down, lest we fall

One in All

Debates

An empty void where my 1/2 life resides

Disability disrespect

Do me a favor - don't help me cuz I'm gone baby...gone.

All you do is remind me of what I can't and turn my love into hate

I do debate!

Bed of Roses

You offered me a bed of roses

Which has become a field of grass

The faces of men always flip turnovers of betrayal

I'm trapped

I can't remember you anyway

A flight of empty promises guides my way towards something

I don't want to discover

Why

Why aren't I enough for you?

Some boundaries you could lose your grip over.

Where is the respect? Where is the love?

I'm not plain.

But I can abstain.

Circling through this editing is compelling research.

I think I'll try another kind of search.

If this tastes sour...

Some other hour...

Arrow

I don't know when a point became an arrow

I do know it went straight through my own beating hearts center

Medical practices wonder at how it still beats, beats, beatz

I do too.

I wonder how being one still seems like two

One night, six months, just a dark void lacking any real meaning....least of all love.

So this predicament has me looking above; always seeking the wise sage of my true love, that Holy dove.

Hearts

I don't spy if it was the return of the child that shifted the grey clouds

They drifted on the seas sky to deliver the clarity and brightness of the moon

From this distinction I, as the clouds was moved; fog rose, rises; not as roses from fertile gardens;
but...doubt, confusion and poison or righteousness lied within

So this heart's mystery will be unlocked in and within the harmonies of nature's sunrises and sets, full and half moons, high and low tides

There will be a total eclipse of the heart.

Sealed with an open kiss.

Wake

I lie here; aches protruding

I ache for the fall

The descend into the dark peace

So short are my stints in this time

The watches hand moves and I do not

Eyes wide; or shut

I wonder how others come so easily?

Why am I derailed from the "Land of Nod"

My sweet escape

Kiss me tomorrow night.

Flare

Ash so powder and grey was I

After raging in glory like some fire tower sky high

Some were fooled

The shy smile begins...

Phoenix rising; you know the story

We all come from glory

Ash make a cute doll

Bam! Spread again -

Who's steering this thing?

I know I'm not bored

Just; I cry like not before

It's cleaning me now

Shinin' my victory crown

Leaving Tattoos

Oh, quick ghost of a chance

Sometimes encountering you as a  lance

Through the heart you see. Uncatchable me and you, to be?

Maybe...I need someone though

In my recesses' shadows to always be there

Catch me when I fall

Comfort me in the dark

But when we do touch; it's a fucking metaphor I swear

It does hurt, bleeding tattoos across my heart

Sorry

I'm so sorry I said hello again.

It maybe should have stayed a goodbye.

For some reason, I thought I had grown wings and could suddenly fly.

But my wings are broken now.

A tornado infects me; well known for being heartbreaking.

I think I have to be so cold, but I will stay.

Once in a while; I might creep out and play.

It's not your fault, my old Dear.

You are great to be nearby...

I just can't fly.

Forever Young

Forever young - forever fun; forever naive; forever believe

Or...enjoy the growth of crinkles; the grey; the bodies' dismay

What comes after youth?

The teacher off truth -

and then?

Wisdom grows

and then

You just calmly and cooly know.

Feel

I feel myself as if I have been exiled to here from some transient time

This time is covered in gold jewelry and elegant robes; surrounded by jaguars, strolling...friendly

The jaguars stride sings; tells me of all I have become

I just have to watch her stroll

Watch her cat-like reflexes dance and amaze me

I am entranced

Sometimes

Sometimes I can still feel that thickness between us; a tangible fog or mist of love or lust or connectivity or LONGING

It is a solid form of air

A sexual cloud in a heavenly sky of our bodies; skin on skin

My fingers caress this memory

Before things went bad

My fingertips are sad

My memory is a black n white photo of face next to face and an almost last kiss

I'm no longer mad

just missed

See Through

I was once thanked for my transparency.

Because I am alone I let all in...let all see.

Afraid? not me

Grandmother

I taste like my grandmother.

How can I taste in my mouth - like my grandmother?

The one who's still here

Who's coloring; exactly, I have

Who's beauty and talents I possess

Who I'm so not like

Who I'm so just like

I will remember her in my mirror

Think

He shaved me down to nothing

I remembered the magic of makeup

of how a shaved head represents emotional distress

often a punishment for prisoners of so many kinds

I have to change

From beyond the grave

loss of dignity

I don't think so

A Woman's Suffering

There is beauty in the explemplified beyond amplified suffering of the female.

An order of God. A common thread is females'; we are bound with it - because of male.

Tears every other day; blood comes once a month and betrayal remains constant.

We are stronger. Scars on our hearts feel everything so convincingly numbed by the yang. We feel taunt.

Lose ourselves in a wild forest of trees. Returning to Mother earth is our only release for all we shake and flaunt.

Anonymous

Anonymity; to be unknown speaker or witness of beauty, truth or lies.

Public couldn't find you with some hired spies

You sign your name - meaning no one.

In that mark - equals a part of everyone.

To love an anonymous poet...

Fake

Why wouldn't I with the gift in my eye?

So much sass mixed with so much class

People seeing' through me like looking' glass?

I'm simply smiling' at my new ass

People think I'm lofty, but I love the sunlight mixed with grass

I've got a grey climate; so I'm creating one.

Find me on the hammock under my fake sun.

Human Condition

Pleasure and pain

We've outgrown you see

Only to be; captive to her bonds not quite knowing where we belong

I seek my song, my magic seed to plant my happiness I suppose;

Oh damn, where's the fuckin' watering' hose?

Without that liquid it will surely scorch

Unless by becoming the sunlight's property - we return as one, to the source

Rippling Water

Circles motivating purity

Lends a helping hand to my immaturity

Observation is my teacher

Crystal waters as my preacher

I walk away; what do I take?

My candles' wish smoke rising from my next birthday cake

Aliens

How could I know - not to turn into a freak show?

You taste and love and do not know

You are a confusing wonder, ya know?

I often watch you and ponder why that doesn't do to you what it did to me.

I am who I am; know only what I know

An alcoholic I be.

Do

Tear drop of dew slides off my pale rose petal

Do you think our hearts are made of metal?

Melt into me; thrust; kill me now

Oh, I forgot, you're just a pal

But that hold and look

I got you on tha hook

Spun

Like woven yarn; I'm twisted in a ball

Of; I want it all

Defied by air and warmth and you

Yet I cannot see well enough to see it through

This ball of yarn

Was once a beast's toy

It really was all about a boy

To succumb this wound

Will take a tune

A song never heard

You could start with a word...

Scope

Through the looking glass for a quarter's cost I see.

The rumblings, maze causing ways that human beings are and be.

One is big, the other small.  One is dark, one is light. Yet all; right now, perched against the shopping mall.

Hmmmm. One is wearing plaid; another a gown.

Ha ha! Does one need a pitchfork and the other a princess crown?

Well, variety's good. I didn't do it.

But it's funny to me that I see it; identifying and analyzing my way as to why the Creator knew to make us all magnets; attracting or opposing ourselves through it.

Featherweight

Punch, hear the crunch!

I thought I was tough but I ain't enough

Not for these blows

They're really, easy listening harmonic notes on a breeze;

however, bringing me to my knees

Enough of this bullshit; hidden by glamour

Just strap me up in my Christian armor.

Affliction

Being skinned alive would hurt less

But you can't tell by my barbie doll dress

Invisible afflictions I do have; see?

I'm writing about it; so read about the unseen me

Day by day I try to smile through it all

Hoping not to offend the innocent; lest I fall

Good days and bad; just like all else

I think I'm tricking myself; this is not top shelf

How am I alive?

I don't know what to say

Laugh or cry; it's just one more day.

Loss of Innocence

I wave my white flag and have to surrender

Held under a rock and a hard place - ever so tender

To start out so free and turn into a slave

It is how we all do behave

Repent; kneel down - always smile through the frown

For triumph is impossible without the crown

To obtain the crown we have to rise up each time we fall down

We trip - all the time; but dust ourselves off and dance - still shine.

Saints and Sinners

All in one

we do all this in the name of fun?

Will the old outlive the young?

I pause, reflect, and think it's dumb

If my friends jumped off a bridge - would I too?

NO. I will remain true

Not altruistic and lofty and holier than thou

But, just me; my core...the untainted part

Of who's care I partake with the Sacred Heart

Metallic Urgency

Metal reflects from the light declaring now

This source leads me to kiss your brow

Out of sight and not out of my mind

Love is truly and absolutely blind

But more beautiful because so

To wipe out sin; and coal becomes snow

And love is pure and I'll never know

On Paper

Line to wood; finality indeed.

Isn't that how we've read the Apostles Creed?

What is this power; within ink to paper?

If you're any good, you can win a bit of favor.

Or get someone to hear what they can't with your voice.

Sometime we read what we don't want to see.

It registers without a choice.

But dissertion is always near...

So remain of good cheer.

Enuf

Enuf is enuf I sing from the bluff

of my mind in this time

The clock's chime with my rhyme

N say; don't, stop and no!

Don't you dare - forgo

What you are ordered to do

within this chaos of two

You just do; - act like all else!

or else

continue.

Part Lady / Part Tramp

Part lady, part tramp - grandpa used to call mw his lil' vamp.

Good girl inside clicks her ruby slippers thrice

But, is lovin' a slice such a criminal vice?

So I can play some roles…

Dress up in my Barbie Doll clothes,

or rock my fishnets and run with some Ho's

Take me home to mom, she'll like me, I swear,

unless…she sees that underneath that dress, ain't no underwear

Ha ha!

Absolute Adoration

Who do I absolutely adore?

Oh mi amore!

Tu corazón siempre junto al mio!

One in three you fuckin' trio

My God, best friend…only man who will never break my heart.

How could you leave us at all apart?

I miss my light, my love, my source

Of my first taste - a being - a horse!

My wall was a collage; what a sign of things to come!

At the end of the day - what do we do for you…hum?

Present

Why do guys always bring my demise?

Is no longer my fuckin' surprise

I am my own crown of thorns and enemy number one

Divine intervention remains my only redemption

So I owe my lack of a ring on a very important finger

To a very special touch from above I can still feel linger

Thank you

Off Beat

A hop, skip and a jump away

from every one that passes my way

Oh, so it seems;

But sunlight beams

In the eyes of another who sees them too

and one becomes two and friendships remain true

Forever lets be; within reach you and me

Be it hug or letter or airplane flights; 

heaven or hell -

rip us apart? 

Never

I treasure my off beatz, my weirdos my tribe; 

I got your back. 

I stand by your side.

What Bloom Lasts Forever?

A seed is planted, loved and hurt - grows, blossoms and dies.

A metaphor in a plant; for human life a voice within me cries.

Why pretty, fragile, pink beauty must you go?

Is it because the Bible tells me so?

Well I remember how great you were…

and balked at witnessing your demise occur

To the earth you returned again;

to fertilize and new life began.

And They Still Laugh

From deep within the dark city cracks; laughter rises up

I'm shocked at how from such a disdain darkness any sound comes up

Isn't it just dead - all the way down there?

Apparently not; what's your secret? Please…share

Roses and thorns and it's all we know.

To us; it's and every day; entertaining; comedic and beautiful/horror show.

I don't get it; your spirit - it's so odd don't you see?

They simply reply, this is our life - and we see just like you see yours.

See.

Sharpened Arrows

Scrape, scrape - flick metal ashes into your grave

Why you make me so misbehave?

In my fantasy you die; I slice your head off your head like a fuckin' slice of pie.

I grin upon your death

I laugh, and inhale your last dying breath

Just a mood/ a phase

You gonna ask me to rephrase?

So I guess I'm kinda mad…

Just a cover cuz I'm sad

Too bad; bad leads to bad

This circle should restart

Turn backward from the dark

Begin again; leaving all the sin

I plant a seed

I've the greater need

For peace of mind indeed.

Bittersweet

1/2 bitter 1/2 sweet is my make up

I am complete

Why the cause or affect?

All fucked up on a Leer Jet.

Sums one up in one calculating swoop

So simple and complex holla! holla!, whoop! whoop!

Ok, ok calm down fan base

Underneath these layers lies an everyday face

So hard to love yet easy to hate

and easy to love and hard to hate

Why negate?

Acceptance is key as only humans we all remain and simply be

Free

Neglect

I hear tales, long and true

I feel their hearts' pain too, so so blue

How to make them feel loved by you?

Or anyone that should have automatically - fuckin' get a clue!

A gift in a basket is delivered to you

N you trash it and scourge it

An enemy is in you

A stranger; I'm shocked by

A crime, every day I walk by

I cling to justice beyond

That be why I'm so fond

of stargazing and such

Because there is so much

for the hopeless to become

once; I confess did want to become a nun.

Hidden Candle

Hidden candle how you still do glow

Nobody hardly ever sees you though

What a waste, what a shame, what a tragedy

Just kidding, loneliness is a sacred offering

To be alone and among best friends

Well, my mouth just curved up at both ends

But; reality does matter

and I hope in the near latter

I will dance, I will glow, I will put on a show

Just need to overcome much

You don't want to know

Melting Hearts

Not single but deuce

A look that makes me wanna reproduce

Come hither stranger, why you so shy?

Don't think I'll think you're fly?

Hmmm, mine hurts worse than yours I suppose

But all you can see is my sexy gal pose

Grow a pair, or be a fool

A single girl in love with a tool.

The Ebb Tide

What is that?

A pull of something from this to that?

A directional judge

that gives us a nudge

to a future that be

far out at sea?

I just thought I'd rhyme about this or that time

I heard a wind chime

and knew it was mine

To signal me left when I was goin' right

So I thank God for that spiritual insight.

You Should Know

She doesn't love you like I do

even long after you said I do

Doesn't hurt anymore. It isn't your fault.

Thinking on you; brings my heart to a halt.

I grow short of breath and remember, can't help but smile

I just want one chance to get next to you for awhile

I don't know what I'd say that could make our pasts pain go away

Just  know in your heart; in my life you're a part

Of shaping me into who I am today, so for you I still pray

I hope you do too.  And know…

She doesn't love you like I do.

You can Stare at the Sun

Glimpsing at the impossible as possible

Create's life's dreams tapestry as plausible

So applause, applause my Creator Great

For I fail not in this forbidden state

of mind and body; incorporation, INC.

We work together us three, I think

I know! Because of loves untold that I feel all day in my arm's sleeves' simple cloth fold.

So small a sensation, feeling and thing

I will consider as a thankful offering

For I love such things, and the talent it brings

For all to see

Reign creations, be!

Conductors

Vessels of electricity and egocentricity

lead to murals elaborating nations' finest cities

Victims of jealousy and greed

Hope lies in that they follow the Creed

Weird humans they are

Too often found self medicating in a bar

Attempting to fight the price they pay

for the fortunes their talents either do or do not pay

Make it or fake it is the playing field here

Where the best is not always the best as advertised clear

As day vs. night

I'd never trade it or give up the fight

This is the hand, the hand we are all dealt; unfair as it be

Well hell that is life. Let it be.

See.

Stealing Hugs

I sneak a peek now and then

Stopping time with the truth's lens

Too far apart these moments be

Won't you just relax with me?

I understand the crying game

Look around, let's pass the blame

To deny the truth and prefer a lie

is just a different way to die

To risk it all on evidence

I don't stand a fighting chance

An old dog cannot learn new tricks

So I take this knife's sharp nicks

I take what is safe and sound

So I don't have to endure my heart's pound

Cloud me up so I don't feel…

and then just hugs I'll always steal.

Pricing Art

Money stacks on a gift from above

Hand delivered through the Holy Spirit dove

How can you measure or meet as one and fair?

I'm lost; why the fuck you got blonde hair?

Starving; we're notorious

Most prefer to keep it real then conform to be glorious

Rebels, edgy, off and out of their mind

These are my tribe; we are one of a kind

Not to lift up the artist above what is just

It is. This blessing and a curse; we belong to the world.

We are a must.

Smelling Youth

Sat next to a yearling to me

Though that not how she or he be

A mirrored reflection

Wisdom's flawless perfection

was flashed and seen

I be happy; I still be some kind of keen

Overthinking my space in this chaotic party place

I found a smile; a tickle; a laugh and surprise

As I peered into this years' youths' eyes

I found myself; still; not far away some way

Still capable of the occasional frolicking hay day first of the month pay day!

Ha! ha! come time; I'm ready…

Really, really, really OVER viewing that wedge of hanging, dripping wet lime - that signifies a past mime; acting like she's mine, or me

How to be?

I'm finding my way

Each day I pray

I won't run away

But explore and try out

Until there's no doubt

A place for me remains here and there

Always, peeps, please; be gentle with me

Handle with care

On The Edge

Leaning over the cliff rock's edge should I go or should I stay?

Of course I speak in an only metaphorical way

I speak of brain against skull

Of issues that are normally null

On the expansion though still grows a plain; rich with fruit - heavenly gain

So all is not lost including the cost

A blessing with a curse

Puts coins in my purse

Am I so different than you?

I doubt if I'll ever really have any clue.

Romance

I pretend to not want hearts

To not belong to another's; meshing fleshy parts

But who am I fooling?

Meanwhile my tears are pooling

I hold my own hand

Secretly desiring whispers; lying in some sand

Lie down with me; stay

Unknown lover to meet you I still pray

I keep up the front; 

so don't think I will ever admit to my deeper want.

Snow

Divine pure light is my delight

When you fall; there is no need for fright

My heart flies like a kite

To where you are from

Heaven's hum

I twirl in circles and dance

So blessed by the sky to become so entranced by a white thick decor

Oh my, I promise…I will always, always, always adore.

Black as Night

Traveling back to a rich chocolate sheet

I remember a touch that is so sweet

Zero liqueur decanter or pharmaceutical intervention

Just mother fucking intense physical interaction

Last time or not?

By my foot I care not

Only change the way I see; 

I now know how things can be

So I can shop and rest and pick and choose

and finally live without that noose

of psychological warfare upon my soul

As my once white knight has turned black as coal

For now…

M.I.A.

Oh how poetic I become when hearing one sweet song

The melodies raise me to a place of remembrance where I still long

Violins augment tears in my eyes

oh, how I'm not surprised

By such a miss and not a catch

On my heart lies a handmade patch

Illusion

Through several lenses in life we view others' lives these days

They seem so cool and worthy of praise

What a lie; what a fares; what a fool to believe

That these pretty pictures are the best we can achieve

So wake up call my friends and foes

A picture's a lie; from your head to your toes.

Weather

The cold agrees with me; there is no hypocrisy

Our temperatures together form a synchronocity

I can't lie; deny, or fool what I feel

The same truth hits me; that makes me adore to kneel

I walk straight forward heel to heel

Stealth in my eyes

I witness a tree die

I do not cry

For such slate cold runs through my heart

And I know I and the cold will never be all that far apart.

Crosses

She seemed like she wanted to protect me from the pain

In which; I could only see gain

Stupified teenage idiocracy

The government in my head is a motherfucking democracy

I want to create no hypocrisy

Let truth be between you and I

That way  you and I girl

See  eye to eye

Remembering

What is a vision; a flashback?

A piece of you in a backpack

A metaphorical package for a journey that's true

What time traveling can make us think and do

Treasure and terrors; as a memory, a finely crafted novel

At the time; I was buried with a  shovel…

or dancing on cloud nine. I forgot about those parts that be a carat of a diamond of time.

So wear your bling; and let more memories begin.